Merry belated Christmas to you too!! I hope your holiday was great. Mine was actually pretty good. I spent it with my wife and daughter. We had a nice time as a family, but it is still so hard (as you can imagine). Don't be so proud of my stands, they never seem to take full hold. I really do still love her and I just can't seem to totally let go, no matter what I say. The problem is, of course, she's not loving me back, yet she still hasn't filed for divorce. I just can't seem to figure it out. Hopefully the new year will bring me clarity. We're both off work for the next week, so I may a bit missing in action until the 5th. Have a very happy New Year and I hope it is much better than this year has been! God bless you!
