Thanks ladies for looking after LE. I actually had a better day than I expected. Just more thought of "why would I want to be with her anymore after she has done this to me three times." Even if her fog were to lift I just can't see my life with her. So I am headed out the door at work to go see a friend for a few minutes and then picking up the kids and headed to my brother's for a belated Christmas celebration. My XW and her OM can have each other, they are a perfect pair.
LE buddy, this is detaching properly. I thought i had plenty until i got to this point. You'll still get lapses, but when i got to this point it became easier for me. Time for some deep self and life analysis now bro to push on. Look at yourself now, what you like don't like, what you want and feel u should change to be a better person and to have some direction.
Hope the rest of the holidays are a great time for you.
