Thank you for your encouragement. It really does help!!
I had a really tough time last night. I had several panic attacks. This was very unusual for me because I am on the higher dose of my AD which usually keeps them completely at bay. However, I do have another med that the Dr gives me for on an "as needed" basis. So, I took that and did my meditation and got through it okay. And I didn't call H! I so bad wanted to, because he has a way of talking me through episodes like this, but I didn't!
I slept in a LOT because the of the med I took, and I really feel tired and drug out (as I usually do after an episode like that) but I OK. We have a little house cleaning to do and then I am going out with my boy (S17) to have some fun!
I'm so ready for this year to be over!!
TJ
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