First Christmas by myself in my life. My family lives in my home country and STBX's totally ignored me.
Oh well.....that's life now, isn't it.

I had the realization this morning that my situation is not my fault. Uptil now I had been blaming myself for not being a better husband....but it finally clicked that this is not my fault. I was a good husband. It was quite a weight that was lifted as it dawned on me.

I feel like this morning has been a big step forward.

H - 39
W - 38
M - 10 years, Dated 1
LYBNILWY - 5/17/2008
Moved out - 5/18/08
no kids - 2 cats