I am not sure what to say to you. Clearly I and everyone here will support you in any choice that you decide is best for your and your boys.
I am refraining from sharing any thoughts because I am not in a good place today and do not want my mood to affect anything I say to you. Not that you were asking for comments but I just want to be supportive.
I hope you stick around, I have found your counsel to be invaluable.
