All the presents were well received and I was actually commended for doing a great job. None of my presents will go back today.
Menopause with her has been tossed around, pre-menopause and MLC. Her medication is alcohol. The fact that she left her family to go toa party christmas night. Couldn't wait for the end of the visit, had to go. Priorities a little skewed?! She is picking up D17 after she gets out of work today to go to the mall. I want to clean out my office area and re-arrange things. I will most likely take down the Xmas tree either tonite or tomorrow. D17 is going over her firends to sleep over tonight I'm sure. I am torn between staying in and unwinding or going out visiting. Once again I go to bed talking to Him and waking up wondering why I went to bed upset. Horsewhispering I think...Have plans for the weekend, my office is numero uno, having my kids over for dinner on Sunday. I am very excited about it. Older D can't make it, but everyone else will be there. New Year's Eve I will be with my closest friends. D17 may be going to NYC with her GF and her Gf's mother. /I will pony up a couple of bucks for her to enjoy herself. Even at the expense of not going out myself. It's who I am....
Back to menopause, I know it can hit at random times, Do you know anyone who wnet through it, behaved in this manner and then came back to reality? I know everything is different and everyone is different, she seems happy, I hear she isn't. Is she using me a s adoormat with these rescues or is she really leaning on me because she feels something..?
