There are some things that will always be. WE always will be "the first" there is no getting around it.
As WE move into this new place I will be holding onto that. NOT the loss of what it was -but what came out of it. My children and much good for me.
The OW and other bimbos that will or will not come in and out of play are going to have to ride a way different ride with them. I TRULY do believe that we (I) got the best years of my x.
They made some real crappy decisions that are starting a ride for them that is filled with unrest. The lie they have bought into does not bring any long term joy. I know how they run - mine is an expert. I know how they manipulate adn lie..i swear mine wrote the book.... AND BECAUSE of that the ride they are choosing will be filled with emotional (INNER because the outer will shine)...but inner emotional turmoil. And truthfully - it is sad.
HAVE A WONDERFUL day T. You to MWG.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again