Thanks MWG. It was a nice suprise. I could get wrapped up in the fact that h is not coming on Christmas Day, but why.

He is making baby steps and maybe this is all that he can handle at the moment. I just can't allow myself to be sad, at least he chose to come out for a few hours. I am sure this must have been extremely difficult for him.

I am not in his head or shoes, so I can not judge what is going on with him internally. On the outside he seemed good tonight.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"