H came over this morning with an amazing lot of food and platters. He did an awesome job for the family. i am glad that i was able to have him here and not get upset. I thought I would be upset once he left but I was okay.
He brought me some lovely presents and I think he liked his. Bit boring but what he likes i think. Main thing kids enjoyed there day.
I got a little bluesy in the afternoon at my mothers and sent him a nice text. He did not reply. That is who he has become with me now and that is ok. As long as he keeps up daily contact with the kids. My focus and care had turned to them and i think by making some good choices , they seem happy.
Long way to go and I still hold hope that my next relationship is indeed with H. but at the same time I see that the future is to move on. That does not mean give up , it just means start to live.
Tom thanks for posting on FB. Your support here and on Fb has been appreciated. I know your heart desperately wants your family back and I hope that you get your christmas wish for that. Same for everyone here.
