No news is good news I guess.

W is coming over for diner tonight, She asked me if she could make us a big dinner for Christmas eve.

I'm not sure how I feel anymore about it. At first I was ok, but over the last weekend some real feelings of anger and resentment bubbled up. I really don't want anything to do with her at all at this point. But dinner will go on. I think some of the stress of the holidays was adding to my turmoil but I seem alright now.

W texts me as I'm out last night to pick up a roast for today. No problem...I do. It was a little wierd because her email said that she really really wanted to do it all herself. Also I admit I was a bit annoyed because I hadn't planned on going to the store and ended up spending 45 minutes finding one that was open at midnight last night.

So today I text her about the roast and she totally forgot about it...So I go throw it in the crock pot during my lunch.
Still not sure how to feel...




Last edited by HopefultotheEnd; 12/24/08 09:43 PM.

Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08

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