H reached out to me today and called early today. I was getting a few calls from others too and didn't answer my phone since I went back to bed. He did not leave a message.

I was suprised I heard from him. I miss his company so much. I slept so much today. This is very unusual for me. I wonder too if this isn't some form of depression, creeping in.

I feel a little better today. Reaching out to family and friends and I know sounds silly, but the fact my h called makes me feel a little better. At least I know he was thinking of me, even though he won't be spending time with us.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"