John,

Thanks so much. I am really trying to embrace this little lesson on a bigger scale. Letting go can bring good things.

I really want to try to implement this to the whole relationship/situation. I am getting there slowly. But it is tricky because of the depression component and my coach's advice that I have to keep reaching out to him for now.

I'll just have to keep finding a balance.

Tomorrow's challenge: not asking him to do something on New Year's Eve. Just have to go with the gut and the gut says that is too much too soon. And, it is a sympbolic night. I think the the better plan is to just stick to my latest plan, Friday emails asking for a lunch, a walk or a movie the following Saturday.

Though I am curious if he has plans. Curiosity killed the cat, right?


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