All I hear is how miserable she is. everyone around her wonders the same thing, if you are so miserable go back to H, he loves you, he is doing unbelieiveable and you are a friggin mess. Again, Dday, we are the prizes in this situation, not the other way round. Our lives have prgressed positively and we are actually much happeier in our lives than they are in theirs. their awakening will be huge....We are the pot of gold at the end of their rainbow, never forget that....Whoever we ended up with at the end of the sitch, wins, they get the best we could possibly be and they get someone who is happy with who they are....Have a Merry Christamas, stay strong and focused for you...Be happy in life, for it is way too short to be miserable...