That is what He is telling me also. She is not starting over, of that there is no doubt. she is talking ragtime with her "plans". everyone knows it, they just let her ramble. Me, as I said, stick to the number one classic, I don't believe anything she says and only half of what I see.
What she saw last night hurt her. I know it. Things are tough for everyone, emotions are tight, everyone wants the ultimate Xmas present and I know they won't get it. Nuff said about that. She is struggling because she made a decision and choice based on her hormones. Her personanlity dictates that she is right and really needs to be proven wrong emphatically before she relents. that being said, the crash is imminent. I will be there to pick up the pieces, but she will not fall on me. that will come by her own menas and as been posted, life will show her the consequences of her actions. I believe that. I also now believe He is talking to me n my sleep, but I cannot remember anything. i sleep very sound, and feel refreshed and a huge sense of calm when i wake up. especially if I have a night where I ask tons of questions or comment about concenrs about what I am doing....Wish I could remember, but He chooses me not to. My D in law and my gradnson are going to church with me tomorrow. They are all coming for my breaksfast tomorrow, the menu is in....HAHAHAHA!!!! this is an existing tradition, I made breakfast, but now its the Xmas Breakfast and they are all looking forward to it. I am sure it will be discussion tonight and tomorrow. she is not part of it. I feel really good, and I am also really upset, emotionally. I want the ULTIMATE CHRISTMAS PRESENT!!! IHAVE BEEN GOOD< GOD KNOWS< I HAVE BEEN GOOD!!! Got that off my chest...Keeping on the path....I was indifferent towards her last night, not really ignoring her, but definitely not pressing or pursuing her...I believe she was looking for that...Don't know why, but I do....I am not corrcting anyone on the dating thing or whether or not there is or isn't somebody. It's my business and no one else's. If they all choose to believe something that they think, then let them. I just sit back and smile.
