Thanks so much for stopping by this morning! I'm at work and it is so quiet and boring today...:)
I will try to stick to the as-if for sure; this has helped me get through many situations and it can work again. Now we will have 2 days with basically nothing open, but I hope I can get H to at least go on a walk or drive with me. I have downloaded shows for us, and bought lots of food and alcohol :). The issue here is that he is still very sensitive about me pressuring him to do things, so this still has to come from him. I did not post about this, but last week I told him that I was open to doing things with him, things that he wanted to do, but the only reason I was not making suggestions was that I didn't want him to feel pressured. He said he knew. I think I may go the route of asking him if there is anything that he would like for us to do. If he wants to sit around and play video games, or watch TV, I am fine with this, as long as he knows that I am willing to do more...
I am trying to look at these 4 days as a positive thing. I will stay smiling, and do what I can do to make things as happy as possible. We'll see if we really are back on track. I hesitate to say this yet. All I know is that things are better than they used to be, and this is a miracle in itself. Of course another ILY would be nice too, so fingers crossed for this too...:)
Happy Christmas to all of you. I truly hope you all have the wonderful holidays that you deserve.
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
