Hi na-
Merry Christmas to you too. Thanks for all of the support you have given me through the year. It has had it's ups and down but I am definitely in better place than I was last year and hopefully next year I will be in an even better place. I am so happy for you and where your M is at...I hope your M continues to be better and stronger as time goes by.

Not much new in my sitch. My H have been seeing each other but it isn't as much I would like...fortunately I have been too busy to really put that much thought or concern into it. He and my step-D were over tonight and they will be over tomorrow afternoon for awhile. They leave early Christmas morning for their trip. I am not really sure what will happen when they get back since my H will be going back into "trial mode". At our last C session, he promised that he would still be able to work on the M even with his work schedule but we will see. I am not going to dwell on it for now...I am hoping I will stay busy enough not to let things get to me. I guess if I'm not, I can always find ways to make myself busier...but somehow I just need to turn off that little voice in my head that tells me I want more than this \:\(

I wish a very Merry Christmas to all of you here. I have said before that I don't know where I would be without this board. I will forever be grateful to those who have given me their support and friendship...and to all of those who have put their stories out there...I believe we really are helping each other even if we post to each other or not.