So today after I did a little christmas shoping I picked up some of our favorite take out food. We ate it she thanked me for picking it up. We then sat on the couch together and watched some TV. Nice... My W has a scar on her leg that she liked me massaging because it felt good. For some reason I felt comfortable and said How is your scar? She replied do you want to give me a scar rub? I said yes and did.It was nice to do somthing for her.
She was getting frusterated because she couldn't find stuff to put in my stocking. I tried to tell her just have fun with it there is no pressure. I know she was talking to her mother and was saying "what am I doing we are supposed to get separated and we are spending christmas together and doing stockings what was I thinking" I guess she is feeling wierd about all this but I let her lead and she was the one instigating this.
I think I will give her space tommorow because I don't want her to feel pressure, and I don't want to move too fast. Just going with the flow. Looking forward to doing the christmas dinner thing. I got some good little gifts for her stocking. I hope she likes and apprecaites them but either way it was fun shoping no matter how it goes!
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