I've been so busy and only posting on my thread... I've been doing fairly good last few weeks until this week... with Christmas and all.. My H is spending tomorrow night and Christmas with me and the girls... sometimes I wonder why am i letting him do this.... but I have also learned to be cold gets me no where... I think this will be the last of letting him hang out with me and girls as a family... I will try my best to suck it up and play nice and charming .... let him wonder why he is leaving again.
I need to revisit SSA and tough love... so hard to know what really is best.. doesn't God already have our future figured out no matter what efforts we put forth? Is it really going to make a difference? Only thing in my situation I agree with is to NOT have discussions out of anger, emotions, etc.. conversation never goes well..... playing neutral or friendly has worked best for me and my H is more inclined to open up.
hang in there everyone.....
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
