GG,
All I can add is amen to your posting. Warm home, food and good company, that's all you can ask for right now.

Please do not wait too long in responding back to posting. There is a reason for them reaching out to you at this time.

Please try to enjoy your holiday and know that we are all here to listen and help you along the way. For now, take it easy, relax and enjoy your sister's visit. She's truly an angel for traveling this holiday in all of that snow to be w/you.

Merry Christmas!

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.