Thanks yoyo.. We are hoping that this was just a fluke, we'll know more next wk.
Nc.. You've hit the nail the head. I do think he loves me, but theres just something that's not right. You can love someone but can be arrogant and just say stupid things to me that just push me away further.
This I have realized is his problem, not mine. I don't make him act like an azz, he does it all on his own. All i've been doing is pointing it out and leaving it at that. That's all I can do.
Im going to stop trying to make myself crazy about it, I can't change it, he's going to have to show me he's willing to change.
Anyways, I will sign off for now until after xmas. My family is coming over xmas eve for dinner, then we're going to my mom's for breakfastt xmas morning.
I hope everyone has a safe holiday, bless you all.
xxoo
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
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