Hi all! Well, we did make it to our destination safely. Was quite a trip through South Dakota and Wyoming - windy and blowing snow on the roads. A bit touchy in Idaho, but not for long. We surely did take our time.

H is still supportive, thanks for asking, bizarre. He is still somewhat distant on an emotional level. He will not 'fight' for me, or put himself out there in that way. There is very little romance, or gentleness (unless I'm having a seizure). He never tells me he loves me unless it's at the end of a conversation. That is something I have noticed recently.

But ... I am not going to allow myself to worry about these things. He must do what he must do. I have come to the conclusion that life is too short to worry about his motives, or why he does this or that. I doubt if he truly loves me 'in that way', but he is there as a treasured family member. I know he worries about me and is concerned especially for the children's sake. I cannot and will not ask for more.

Novel over. Hope y'all are having a blessed season. \:\)


Me:57 H:52 M:28 Got another lawyer last year and filed.
D35,S/D twins28,D22
EA4/04 End? Who knows?
"Life is like a mirror. Smile at it and it smiles back at you." — Peace Pilgrim