It's Complicated!

[glamgirl]

Ok my ex h's sis from my first M just wrote on my wall on Facebook and gave me her phone # and e-mail. I have not spoken with her in 7 years. She just said how much she missed me and S20. She said she has been trying to find me for 3 years.

She said ex h's mom misses me too. Her posting just made me cry. It was actually very touching and very sad at the same time.

Just another reminder of what I lost years ago. Not trying to throw a pitty party for myself, but I am really hurting today.

I will be relieved once the holidays are finally over. I need to shake this sadness.