Sounds like quite an emotionally connected call...there can be no doubt that there still remains such a significant emotional connection between the two of you, and particularly for h. But it is hard to know what is going on for him. You hit the nail on the head in that it seems obvious he cares still and yet there is something that blocks him.
The connection is still there, still strong. How are you doing through this?
Merry Christmas in advance, though I realise it is a difficult time for all of us.
