I'm so sorry you had such a sad day yesterday but I'm glad that your H was in contact with you knowing that it was going to be hard. He obviously loves you and holds a deep connection with you. Why any man would want to give that up for "less than" is beyond me. You handled yourself brilliantly with him and it sounds like you were very honest and open about your feelings. Good job. We can't hold ourselves back forever out of fear that our true selves will destroy our DBing efforts. To thine own self be true!!!
I pray that you have a very Merry Christmas and a blessed and joyous new year.
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!