The boys are going to church with me tomorrow night and going to OW's house after the service. Then they will go again to uncles house Christmas evening. I hate that OW gets to spend that much time with MY children but such is life. I am just glad they are going to the Christmas eve service with me.
H offered to drive the boys to go Christmas shopping for me tomorrow. He is busy today and S21's tires are bald on his car. It was very nice of him. He sent me a check for what he feels he should have to pay for spousal support. This is after he deducted what he felt I owed him...pretty good considering he didn't pay a darn thing for S19's graduation last year. This was money he gave me in 06 and now has decided I should give back to him. Anyway I am trying to decide if I should just take what I got or push to get the rest? It is less than 10% of the total. I keep asking myself as a Christian what I should do but I am not sure. I have prayed about it but I am not getting a good feel for what I should do. Not important right now.
Every one have a very Merry Christmas...no matter what our situation focus on the true meaning of Christmas.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
