FG, who sent you speeding... You neevr explained. I tried to pull back. You know what he did? He pulled back completely. Stopped the phonecalls, came by to see the kids and stayed for a ocuple of hours etc etc.
He told me on the phone yesterday "I dont want to push you do anything, havent you figured out yet I am always saying yes to you, if you need to stop this, lets stop, if you need a trip take a trip, if you need to take it slower, let's take it slower?". Ohh and he repeated "I know I want to be with you and the kids".
Today he sounded mad. I think he feels I am a lunatic. That I confuse him. He is willing to do things as long as I am ready to go and roll on my back like a dog. He doesnt want to risk getting denied or bashed...
Hi istherehope,I am reading your thread too. We have common friends. It seems you are doing better lately. Yes, we probably have a different understanding. He said he knows time has a different meaning for both of us. He can wait...
Rob, if I find such a device here, I will make an announcement. A lot of people could benefit.
Jeff mou, I know you support me.What is going on right now here, cant be really described. Too many thoughts, too many ups and downs. I usually share what I can remember when I post. FG, I dont mind you (or fb2) beating me up. I kind of like that, LOL!!! K
