Is she is or is she ain't (my baby)?

[sleeper]

Observations of late:

Friday X called but I didn't answer as I was out on a date (last call 10:30 PM).

Also Friday she added me as a friend on facebook. I reciprocated and there is a pic of my first friend on my page who happens to be a very hot chick who is a citizen of a European nation and a coworker of mine.

Sunday X warned me OM was in car when she dropped kids off at my place cause she "didnt want me to be angry" (she's shoved him in my face almost two years now so why the sudden concern?) She did have some concern for my feelings in the very beginning but not for some time now as their R became commomplace.

I learned from kids that X bought me and OM the same xmas gift (although there are probably others they are unaware of).

I offered X more time than she requested with the kids Xmas eve and day, blew her away with my generosity and made her curious at the same time. While discussing holidays I told her there were some things I had planned some evenings and she asked, "Are you taking the kids with you?" Was she curious that I might have a date?

Enough of that, back to geting a life and having some fun.

New Year's Eve I plan on partying "Like it's 1999." I had 6 month old baby New Year's Eve 1999, stayed home and didn't party at all so I need to make up for that missed partying.

Sounds like I'm through with denial and moving on to justification myself.