This night pretty well has me bristeling with a renewed spirit and energy and enthusiasm. All I can say is that I just feel that the Lord delivered His grace and mercy upon me.
Around 8 this evening I ducked into a quiet room at the airport to say some prayers and to finally push myself back into the scriptures that I have been missing so much of. It just felt like a weight had been removed from me at that point.
To all of you who have been praying for me I can not thank you enough. The Lord knew that I was feeling broken and lonely and there He was to step in and fill the void. I really seem to have "no worries" now. I KNOW that He is working in my life to make me the man that I need to be to help others and to glorify Him as I do those things. And I know that He will likewise intercede in the life of my darling and help her to heal from so many hurts that she has experienced in life.
My spirits have been lifted as only He can accomplish. It is just remarkable how very much He loves mankind. Aparently He did not want to see me floudering and suffering terribly as I was beginning to feel. I am incredibly grateful that He brought His Spirit upon me to lift me out of my despair.
He is a tremendous God. A loving and caring Lord. One who waits on us to remove those impediments that can stand in the way of a real R with Him.
It is kind of ironic that I have often thought and certainly have prayed to Him about how much longer I would be made to wait for good things to begin to show up in my sitch. And tonight it ocurred to me that the Lord must also be going through the "waiting game". Waiting for us to just completely let go of all things that belong in His jurisdiction. He waits and waits for us to simply get out of His way so that He can make things just as they need to be for us.
His way is true and perfect always. Thanks be to God.
Tomato..YEAHHHH..I'm so amazingly glad that you sound like the wonderfully happy and peaceful Tomato that I love to see
You are right about what you said about Him waiting on us as well and that we would be so much better off if we TRULY gave everything over to Him and let him handle it..why is that so hard for us to do??
Tawnya
Me:39 H:40 D18/S12 M20/T21 Bomb 10/11/08 One Two Three Four
Yes , our God is an awesome God.Now is the time to celebrate the birth of our Saviour, answered prayer T. I am glad you are seeing things more clearly. Praise Him who delivers.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
I wondered where you went. I was looking all over for you on newcomers. I am soooo happy to hear your new PMA. You sound wonderful. Have a glorious day and Xmas.
M 5yrs 1st baby-girl born 6/18/08 Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07 D Final 07/10 OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her Me, now - happier than I ever was with him
