YR, May you and your family have a happy, blessed Christmas! May the new year bring you and your family many new surprises.
I hope that your parents are doing well and your father is recovering nicely. May the holiday season be extra "special" for them this year.
Merry Christmas!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.