toh, I disagree with your decision to not go to Christmas at the inlaws. You are invited and welcome to go but are behaving like a spoiled brat and only punishing yourself, and your girls.
As Creed said, you have to learn not to lean on your H. It takes time and your own baby steps but you have to start. You get these fierce streaks of independence but then go the opposite way and beg for him to rescue you. Maybe he is setting you up too, why did he take the 4wheeler when he knew you would need it?
Creed, you are correct. Piled full of snow and sub zero for days now.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
