SC-it is horrible when you feel like you are moving forward and they pull you back.

Mt-I didn't do the Christmas cards this year either. H took his to work, which he does every year, but he could care less whether I sent them to anyone else and I just didn't feel like it so....

Try to just get through the day. One day and then the next. Don't worry too much about the trip being your last or you won't enjoy it at all. Have a good day. Hope is right other years will be different

If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.