It's Complicated!

[glamgirl]

25 years it was 3 years ago when everything was going on I confided in his family and mine. I did express myself and what my h was doing. I am not going to go into specifics, it was 3 years ago and not important. Now I just live my life and don't discuss my h with anyone.

He is damaged by what I said and did. I can't go back and hit the undo button. My h feels that I betrayed him and can't understand why I hurt the one I loved, but I could easily say the same for him. It's a sad sad story and I feel bad for what I said, but I can't change that. My h has to want to forgive me.

My h finally text me. He is not coming nor is he picking up my sis. He can't even talk to me, only via text. Thinks I am lecturing him.

I am at the end of the road. It's now 3 years that h has not been home for Christmas. I can't make it a 4th!