Yes, XW does seem to still have feelings for me b/c her anger just won't go away. I'm still convinced she wanted to "punish me" and she'll regret the whole thing in the not to distant future. We'll see, but I think I'm right.
I didn't leave her, but yet she's the one who is angry and bitter. It doesn't add up, but then again, not much she does really makes any sense to me. Oh, well. Not much I can do w/it.
I do also see some unenlightened people everywhere, so you aren't alone. The world is filled w/people who have problems b/c the world is full of people - and you ain't human if you ain't got any issues. Anyway, I just don't see enough of us out there w/the courage, strength or patience to push through their personal pain in order to become better for themselves as well as for the people around them.
However, I can't condemn them b/c we all have support from somewhere - some of us only get it from here - that gives us the courage and strength to face our demons and chop 'em down. I just wish more of the "unenlightened" would have someone to help them along too. The world would then be such a pleasant place, wouldn't it?
But, if that were the case, there'd be no war and no political posturing, and the like and we'd all just be rather boring, I suppose.
Besides, it is such good theatre to sit and people watch the "unenlightened" throughout their daily routines. What would we "enlightened ones" do for fun if they weren't around? No, I think we need them to help keep this world spinning on its axis correctly.
