{{{Kristi}}} Yep..I felt the same way, going out and getting stuff for my kids..even tho their "big presents" were bought like a month or 2 ago, I wanted to get some other things and I got those done this evening..so I, like you, feel like I did SOMETHING \:D

I could have written every word of your post about how you felt, how you felt like you were moving forward and now you feel like you've slowed down (HEY..but at least you are still moving FORWARD right? \:\) And this is so amazingly excruciatingly hard at times..on Saturday alone I went from good to bad to crying to okay and then had a good night..all in the course of a day..LOL!

I so often wish I could help everyone and anyone not go thru this pain and crap..but you are right that it helps that, if we are going thru it, that we know we are not alone!!

Let us know how the evening went my friend \:\)

Tawnya


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