Jayce, it's funny that you are suggesting the same the my mom did yesterday while visiting with her. I was complaining about how W simply refuses to go to MC. She told me I should go by myself and that it would do me good, especially if I am contemplating giving up on the M. I still have insurance which covers C till about May. I think I get 8 visits covered, then 9 and beyond are copay. I should look into it again.... Good Idea!
I am still changing myself for the better, it's all that I can do and I will continue. I know I was talking about spinning out of control the other night, but they are only thoughts and feelings now. No real spin out, feeling much more in control than during my "bad times". I know prayer has a lot to do with that.
I like the tombstone quote. When I was young if someone had told me "your marriage bed will turn cold and it will drive you to drink and cheat", I would have told them they were nuts. Now I would want to know how I could have changed things to avoid ever getting to that point.
