This is probably bad, but I have no idea what my LL is.
You would think finding out about dating, I would be in the depths of despair, but it has been an awesome week! My S6 just randomly said, "Well, at least Mom doesn't scream and say bad words anymore." Made me feel great - I have NEVER yelled in our entire marriage, or cursed in front of kids, etc.
Then, OM came for dinner with kids, and they were unimpressed. Barely mentioned him, D8 said he was "shy". That made me feel good too - I had been so worried that they would think the was the best thing since sliced bread.
I do tend to think on the good things - I not only don't hold onto bad memories, I don't even recall them happening at all. W will bring stuff up, and I couldn't even tell you if it was true or not, so I just stand there and look sheepish. It is SAD that we have been M 9 years, and she can remember stuff from 1st year of marriage!
The tile is gonna be so great! I will swing up to your house as soon as I finish mine - that'll probably be 2028, so be warned!
I enjoy cleaning and stuff actually - I keep things super clean, but I have a hard time balancing running a business, having kids from Fri-Mon (my time off), and getting extra stuff done, like putting down a floor, etc.
My PMA is through the roof, and best of all, the stuff that used to make my stomach twist into knots is barely bothering me!