All I can suggest on the anger is to pray about it. That has been the only thing to help me put it aside. And, you need to put it aside. Not for him, but for you and your babies.
I'll make that my specific prayer for you this week.
Do avoid him until you can control the anger. There's no point in talking to him when you know you might be easily provoked. And, remember (I tend to forget this myself), it is not your job to protect your girls from all his parenting mistakes. You won't always be there to do that, so, don't put that pressure on yourself. He'll make his own way with them...it might not be good, and, he'll pay for his mistakes later.
Hugs and love to you! Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!
