When H and I were "dating" again a few months ago, he would make remarks referring to the future like we were going to be together. Then he got cold feet. Then, when PA came out, he agreed to MC. Last week, he said he's doesn't want to continue MC, he just doesn't love me anymore. I've put a down payment on an apt for me and S17, so H can move back into house to get it ready for sale. H has been really friendly and cordial, as have I. I'm feeling more detatched than I have ever felt. That's probably why H is being so friendly. He's happy I finally am "letting him go". Then, today, my H called me "Babe" for the first time in forever. And even though I know it means absolutely nothing, my heart gave a lurch when he said it.
It turly is an f'ing rollercoaster!!
TJ
Me45,H49 D24,S18 M26,T28 Bomb 3/19/08 Sep 6/23/08 EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8 3/2009 H moved in w/OW2 7/2009 Let him go w/Love. 8/2009 Legally Sep'd
