I've done sooo good the past couple of weeks and this weekend started the sadness and anger .... I know it is amplified by the holiday's but I can't shake it...
My H doesn't call for almost 3 days over the weekend and then calls late last night tell D4 he wants to take her to lunch today, Monday, said he'll call in the morning. He calls today at 11am leaves message that our D4 mentioned lunch to him ( is his mind that bad.. he brought it up to her not the other way around) and told me he could do it but Tuesday was better for him he was so busy today. He told me to call him and I haven't reached back out to him and not going to. I can't talk to him today nothing positive will come out of my mouth.
We had planned for him to spend some time Christmas Eve and day with us but now I'm not so sure.... How can I fake it... it is so hard and I know you all know. I can't imagine I'll feel better in two days to want to spend time with him.. but I want my D4 to have us together this (maybe) last holiday.
I'm so angry he has done this to our family ....
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
