welcome to the land of misfit toys #11

[Babygirl]

its both of them. he lied about some things to protect me, and she used them to hurt me. she has a double standard i pointed out today, when he said he wasnt playing games. he is by playing along with her. she said SHE had to be there for her kids when they met my kids, uh duh I should have been there when my kids met her and her kids!!! he actually used the words it was good for HER and HER kids. ok and what about me? that pain i felt watching MY kids with H to go to HER house (the love shack eww)was worse pain than when it was the bomb. I am done being last. I totally feel LE's pain about his divorce, and the loss of the kids time.
Crissy i too along with Kel, wonder about the whatever for now, so he can end up there. If he lied to my face for all those years about her, and lied to my face about not staying for my health, then he could be lying now, putting on an act so he can say see i tried it didnt work, and it isnt because ow is making sure it doesnt.
we were supposed to go to arkansas after xmas, H is trying to back out of that now too. fine he can stay, if mil goes, i am still going. dr permitted, and maybe not permitted since its just driving. and its out there in nowhere land, beautiful country.