Hello my friends... im back. Was supposed to fly in last night but got delayed so we arrived about an hour ago.

I won't go into everything in detail.. that would take too long.

First, I want to say that even though I am still very dissapointed in the way things went, im not giving up.

that said, things were rough the first 3 or 4 days. He's just a really harsh person, and I don't know what I'm going to do. He snaps at everything I do wrong and just doesn't relax. Everything is made into a big deal. But I didn't feed into it. I kept cool and just let him make a fool of himself.

Don't get me wrong, the trip was good. the kids had a ball. We didn't get to go out by ourselves at all, which I knew in the back of my mind would happen \:\(

We were just so tired from being at the parks all day, we were exhausted. S3 ended up getting sick from the chlorine in the water at blizzard beach.. that was not fun.

We had some nice moments, but all in all, it was a very hectic busy vacation.. im really tired.

Im not going to bore you all with details.. im just sad that it wasn't better than I had hoped..

I also came home to my dad having some health problems, he had a EKG which showed a man who actually had a heart attack. So right now, that is the only thing on my mind. He is very stubborn, and my mom was actually crying the day I was leaving because she needed me to lean on and how much she missed me but didn't want to ruin my vacation.

Soooo....anyways.. im so tired right now, i can't type anymore.

I hope everyone is doing ok. The next few days are going to be crazy for me, but im going to check up on everyone as soon as I can.

Love to all


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.