Ian, yes small risks...such a hard thing to do at first...so I guess what I am doing at this time is 'getting my feet wet'? LOL!

Trusting myself and anyone else for that matter is not an easy thing to do...however, I think that by getting my feet wet...I am beginning to trust myself more...to know what I want for ME...for my ENTIRE life. I also know what I am not going to tolerate either.

SO, just trying to let my guard down a little but seems like I choose the wrong people or maybe I am overly sensitive or something. Oh well...

Thanks for having faith in me, Ian...

Happy Hanukkah!

Valentine

Last edited by Valentine; 12/22/08 05:33 PM.
Aug '06: H moved out
July '08: H had a kid with the OW
May 12 '09: emancipation day

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