When do they ever do what you think they will? I have too much on my plate now to even think that way. I am going along the way I have been. I am trying to look forward and not backwards. I have this sometimes annoying(to others) habit of wanting to understand how things work, why this or that happened etc, I just can't keep looking back right now, I haven't healed enough to fully deal with it. Maybe someday.
I think it is because it is Christmas, end of story.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory