Oh, Workingonit, I'm so sorry! I'm so glad you are coming here for support instead of pursuing H or doing something to hurt yourself. _Please_ consider getting yourself a therapist and perhaps seeing your doctor about some antidepressants to help you though this crisis. I'm worried about you!
Thanks for your welcome on my thread to Piecing. I know you see little hope for your sitch, but I see it as you two just went too fast the first time. Give him the space he is asking for and focus on yourself and I think you'll be pleasantly surprised what comes of that.
Remember that he is saying he just can't be with you right NOW, but he's not saying he can't EVER be with you. That's very hurtful I know but try to see the positive in that.
