my H just bought a ps3. ug. I mean it's cool, and he bought it used, but they are still expensive, and we've spent lots$ on xmas already. He always seems to buy things for himself around xmas time. granted it's suppose to be for all of us, and the kids would sure like it, but we live above our means so much, and perhaps he doesn't realize how much.
I need to make a budget. I keep trying to do that, and I have, but there's so much going on in our finances it's hard to keep up. Plus the fact that neither of us pay for everything...he pays for somethings and I pay for somethings, and we both use creditcards so you know what happens with that.
okay, I think that God cannot bless us financially until we fix this. This is hard. Especially when your spouse, the leader of the house is not a believer.
I need to pray more over this too. I'm so bad when it comes to really praying. being a stay-at-home mom, you just pray if you get a chance between dealing with the house and kids, although, I should try to pray constantly, I am just so forgetful and I get distracted so easily.
okay, enough excuses!
I'll be leaving in a couple days for Wichita, so if I don't get on here much, Merry Christmas to all my friends!!!
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
