Good Morning all, just had my yearly evaluation today. My worst ever. Not bad, MY worst ever... My boss said I am a Ferrari runing like a Fiat500 (I like Fiat500)... I told him I have had a few owners and not all of them were good with service, maintenance etc. He said I shouldn't have let personal issues affect my job and he will tell my H if he ever sees him... (yeah, right!!)...
Funny, one man's decision almost ruined my entire life. What a waste of energy and tears etc etc. I wish I could tell this to all the newcomers. NOONE is worth so much pain.
I told H yesterday morning that I cant do this anymore (once more). I was crying and was very sad. He said he can see this is becoming unbearable for me. He took the kids and left for 3-4 hours. I stayed in bed under the covers and tried to sleep. I did some. When they came back he left to "watch football". Actually he wanted to leave me alone. He could see I was not in a good mood yesterday. This morning we talked on the phone. He said I should relax, maybe take a trip to London or something and just take things easy... We cant communicate. I am not sure he listens to me. I think he listens to me "nagging"... I must be doing something wrong because I cant get the message to him. Ohh and its cold today. 5-9 celcious here. Maybe we will see some snow on the mountains on Friday... xxx K
