Nasmat - #2

[mamanpc]

Hi Nas, what a tough time you've been having, i really feel for you!

I don't think that you f***ed up that much by calling him - you didn't 'lose it' while you were talking, you said you weren't ready and that you would talk to him in Jan and he said he would talk to you before, and that he loved you.

Right now he's decided that 'you're not right for each other'... but that could change over time. Meanwhile it does make sense for you to GAL and remember what a great person you are WITHOUT him. There is still alot of anger on both sides, it seems... this is so tough for you, i do hope that you hang in there and get through this! venting through these postings can help a lot.
hang in there nas!
mamanpc