Hi Nit thank you for asking about me I am ok, just bruised and stiff,nothing broken. Holidays are hard and in the grand scheme of things it is still early days for you. It will get better as you continue to take small steps to GALing and you pass the hurdle of each new "first" alone. My X has been gone and remarried for quite a few years now and people still say they can't understand it but it is what it is and for the most part I am fine just days like when I fell I get cross and think this wouldn't have happened had H been here. I grieve for my children and especially my g/son who will never know his g'dad, but he has so many others who love and adore him. The kids appear to be fine so I must be too. Enjoy the holidays as best you can and stay strong. Good for you not looking at the photo's one day you will be able to look back and remember with joy those happy times but not yet. Take care.
