One of your best posts.

If only you and I never saw the word 'control'....

Ditto to the concept of 'fix' ....

That was our downfall - the need to control - NOT the fact W was somehow dependent on us and we let them down.

So much I could say but it would only amount to what you "should" feel.

What you write is what you are feeling.

That is so, so wonderful. Yes it sucks. Ask me how I know.

But please keep writing. Let those feelings flow.

God? Yes I believe too. But all things in time.

This has nothing to do with your grandmother or how you were raised. It has to do with you and how you are wired.

Think deep.

Kind of like software????

After 50 years you are finally coming to know frank.

The bad ... and the good.

Learn.

That is what this is about.

The gift you are given.

Growth.

You are a mess? Maybe, but one I am proud to know.

Jeff

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