Standing on the Edge

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Thanks Doc, its been a tough 24 hrs. I really had a hard time with the thought of her out shopping with some guy. I hate to say it, but I stayed up drinking whisky and killing Germans (Meday of Honor - Frontline)to cope with the thought.

I just don't get why she cant give this an authentic chance to turn around..... seems like when we had enought information to make some progress, it was too late to do anything about it.....

She said she has been unhappy for years.....but I thought that was her normal state of mind, not something related to our relationship. She was somewhat depressed when we met, but we spent a lot of time doing fun stuff together and we built a deep freindship, which developed into seeing each other exclusively, etc...